oh man.

so dead. didnt go for appointment just now. Occupational therapy. couldnt wake up. i stay up all night just to wake bestie up for her exam, but apparently she couldnt wake up lahs. when she wake up, she called me to wake up but cant wake up too.

she is still having her headache while i am coughing badly again. in less than two months i have been coughing after i get well. sian. throat hurts like shit. when i have cough, many things cant eat but then i will also have to eat more medicine. Sigh~

bloody hell. blogging now while my sister is like montinoring me. i got no idea why she want to read whatever i am blogging. but it just feels weird when i am blogging and she's staring at me. such a busybody. then she will be telling my mum things and yes, my mum will be montinoring me in things i do. then, i will have no freedom.

my sister told my mum that i didnt take my mood medicine and kept it inside my bag. then my mum sccolded me and now she's very alert with me taking medicine. i know they are concern but then its freaking irritating when every moves of mine is being watched by others. just like i am a criminal being watch by police.

and i knew of somethings that actually not supposed to know. i hate being kept in the dark. can you imagine to be kept in the dark but yet people claim that its for my own good. bullshit.put yourself into my shoes and imagine that, being kept in the dark by those people you trust etc. very saddening and disappointed. but i knew it long ago but its just that i wasnt sure and that it snot being confirm by anyone or anything.

i wanna get my contacts lense soon!