I've received this card from Sister Quek.
& i couldnt control my tears.
because it reminds me of ma.

every single lil thing reminds me of her.

i went t kenny's bbq.
seeing my aunty helping him t prepare things,
concerning about him
just makes me feel how blessed he is with his ma by his side.

its been 143days ever since ma left my side.

less than a month is CNY.
i used t stay up all night in exchange for my parent's health etc.
but t me now,
its just another normal day.
not a festive season that i always look forward t.

& in a month or so,
its gonna be ma's birthday.
but she has left.

it hurts damn badly t miss her so much.

cheer me up pls.