i got so much t say.
but cant possibly typing everything here.

thanks everyone for their care & concerns.
i will cheer up soon.
i just misses her too much.
esp after the conver i had with someone.
i blame no one pls.
its no ones fault.

its just that i feeling v guilty.
for not doing my part for her.
i can still remember that last look on her face,
that last words she told me.
that last night she wanted be so badly t be with her
but yet i choose t be out with my friends.


i felt this emptiness in me.
but no one can ever replaced that.
that hug,
that warmth
will never be found again.
gone forever.
my lifetime regret.

how i wish that everything was a nightmare.
that shouldnt happen.


*sorry W24D. i have no mood t blog those picts. & sorry for the delay of those pict.