motitic lesion.

this phrase has been in my head since morning,
and my six sense is telling me something.
i can sense that its something bad,
yet its all just a mystery,
just waiting to be reviewed.

i have no courage to know the truth,
but i cannot run away from it,
neither can i break down at this moment.
instead i must be stronger than ever,
because i am their support now.

everything is in a mess now.
however, deep down inside our heart,
we are prepared for the worst already.
it is just that we kept it to ourselves.

it just sadden me alot,
and makes me wanna cry.
but tears have alrd slowly roll down from my eyes.
till i cant control myself at times.

luckily i got BIGS and BFF.
with them around,
though at times i get pissed off easily.
but then they do cheer me up easily too,
even though i dont wish to say anything.
its just simply my character.

i am trying very hard to be optimistic.
please people,
continue to give me more encouragement,
& more strength to continue this journey,
for there is no other way
to continue to lead the way.

sorry people.
my blog may seems to be kinda emo.
but just bear with me.
i am going through a very impt period in life.
do me a big favour,
which is dont ask me what happen
unless i tell you so.
thankiew.


&& i just swear in my previous post
that i wont hit, bite, punch, smack etc
if not i wont be giovanna lim L. H.
now i got a confession to make,
which is i am no longer giovanna lim L. H.
since i beat him.
i have no identity now.
i am lost and confused.