i have been crying very randomly these days.

many things cant just be possibly saying out so when its surpressed inside your heart, you need to express them out before you suffocate to death. that's how im feeling now. its terrible and UNbearable.

ya, i can actually scroll thru my phonebook and look for friends to talk to BUT i realised there isnt many for me to look for- just those few. however that few that i can look for to confide in them are busy with their things and ya, i dont wish to disturb them. so i choose to keep it in me and stop bothering others.

not sure if im feeling too sensitive or what but then i am just feeling like you are just treating me hot and cold at times. i admit that i often attitude you some times its just cause of our communication problems. but someone ever tell me this: being in cold war isnt what we wants to be in cause the feeling suck!

i agree with kai when we were chatting the other day abt our r/s. we both had this opinion: 'When we are in r/s, we tend to sacrifice alot espesically on friends.' but i supposed we both just dont mind that as long as we can manage our time well for everyone.

space, fun, playfulness, games, friends, life. . . .
all these are rightfully yours and it will forever be yours. i wont say a single thing abt it.