had a good talk with JAE yesterday. updated him about what happen to me and i only came to knew that actually my mum called him to say that she was actually very worried about me during that point in time. alot of things learn from the talk we had. for example; choose my friends wisely, be firm on my own stand, must be committed in things i do etc. lots.

it really set me on thinking thru his words and well, i get his point and yeah, it makes senses. kinda sort out my thinking and yes, come to a conclusion of alot of things. get goals for myself. start my life afresh and move on from mistake or where i fall. i got no more time. like what he say for the next ten years its time where i work really hard to achieve what i want. So,

Goals set:

1. be committed in what ever i do.
2. i wanna take up drum, learn that skill and never give up half way.
3. study really hard for my O levels and diploma.
4. choose my friends wisely.
5. build up my confidences and self esteem slowly.
6. make a differences in others life just lke others did in mine.
7. treasure my family members.
8. pick myself up where i fall, learn from the mistake and move on with life.
9. . . . .

more to come.

so for now i am slowly going to carry out my goals and not waste any of my time on others things that is not worth me doing. thanks JAE.