went to see Dr tham today at TTSH. as stated in my earlier post, its appointment. and i got to go back in five weeks time.

Dr tham asked me lots of question like 'can i still get so sleep easily?', 'how's my mood?', 'do i still cry before i sleep?' etc. . . questions like that lo. not for very long. and she changed the sleeping medicine for me while the mood medicine she just ask me to continue. she said i will have to take that mood medicine to protect my mood for up to six months or even longer. and she said its pretty normal and alright. but she say i cant depend too much on sleeping pills cause they are addictive.Actually the one she gave me before i was discharged, has no effect on me at all. doesnt help me to sleep.

then went back to school to hand in my student protection scheme contracts and MC plus return library book. while i was filling in the form for my absences from school, i saw phebe. omg. has been looking for her in school ever since school starts. and i even saw amrit too. but didnt really talk to her. well, can chat up with her other day when school starts.

headed down to bugis to meet sotong at mg. first to mg ever since they shifted to bugis. nice place. people there are also nice. still felt that mg's the best place to be in besides home. its just like my second home. that's one place that doesnt have so much of his memories so i wouldnt think so much. catch up with sotong about my conditions while she update me about hers too since we haven been having heart to heart talk liao.

wanted to sing k there but it was occupied lahs.then told shinya that we wanted to sing later at ten. then came some of the CSS2 peeps including my junior, Benjamin^^ pleasant surprise. after that shinya say leslie book the time slot after them. we even ask him we could have the time for each person. at first he say okie okie and when into the room but come out when its leslie's time slot. so ended up never sing. sad.

humph. shinya lahs. still tell me tmr somemore. wth.

tmr going mg to study plus sing k. hopefully shinya is nice enough to keep a time slot for us. sigh.

i miss him badly and sometimes really have the urge to see him or even talk to him. but i know its impossible cause we are not even friends and i dont have a reason to request him to do so. seeing couples together will just remind me of the time we are together. i really miss rong lots.