today is just seriously a long day.

being ignored the whole day regardless of how many sms i send. neither does calling works. i know all these are started by me and i only can blame is myself. one day without meeting you makes me feel so not used to it. so i really wanted to meet you badly but you just i couldnt contact you. i just straight away went to your house bus stop there to wait, hoping that i could meet you. but you didnt want to meet. i broke down into tears right away and went to the park there to sit cause i really got no where to go and in that state, i just couldnt get home cause mum will start asking lots of things. sat there listening to songs makes me more emotional. so after sitting there for an hour or so, still didnt have any idea on where to go then i just walk to the bus stop see if i can take my own sweet time home anot. on the way i saw him, didnt talk much cause he's really tired. the moment i turn back and walked towards the bus stop, tears just flow down like the water from the tap. dont know why. at that moment i just wanted to turn back and hug him tightly. but i didnt cause i guess he was just angry and doesnt even want to see me.

one of my worse day in my eighteen years. im sorry.