met bestie and had lunch with CK and bestie. lols. i dont know why ophix gl will ask me about NicCheong. no idea lahs. what has NicCheong got to do with me? dots. but come to think of it, haven been talking to NicCheong since april22. miss disturbing him with his full name. hahas.

went into tp and had lunch at that newly open The Top Table near tcc there. wah. eating there is seriously stressful. then i went there just to waste food lahs. the three course meal for me is too much. and i wasted the main course. just had few mouth of rice and the rest i didnt touch lo. so malu to ask them clear away the food and serve the desert.

rush off to go meet classmate at ps for project. sian. lots of this to be done by thur. busy man. but at least busy is good. then i'll get tired and sleep easily. anyways, met jonathan and jerome chat with their classmates then head back to tm to meet bestie for dinner with jon too. went arcade to play awhile before heading back home.

when to see a doctor with mum just now. waited for damn long lahs. the doctor is asking my mum if i need a counsellor for me to talk to. he told my mum that i am slowly getting into depression so i should start eating anti-depression medicine before things get worse. but mum has to control my medication cause they scared i will do something foolish again. my medicines are all for mood. omg.

yupps. d is being so sweet and nice. nice knowing him. i'm glad that d came into my life at this point in time. thanks for all your concerns. really appreciate it. i guess god just sent you to cheer me up ya? my guardian angel. thanks(:

got project continued doing plus got to start mugging for my business statistic liao cause i got a test on Monday but yet i dont know much about it. die. cant afford to fail man. hmm. must get bestie to teach me liao. bestie, will you?

tmr got ophix outing. celebrating people's birthday. happy event. should go. now i am packing myself with lots of outings and stuff so that i wont think too much. maybe in this way i will get out of it and continue to live life as per normal. back to that cheerful me and doesnt become so emo for long. jiayou giogio. i can do it de.