i finally know what happen yesterday night.

i made everyone thing that i was going to committe sucide. all the missed call and msg i didnt even see one when i woke up. until just now when i was resting on my bed then i realised. but none of you told me what happen.

until i called pei, and he told me that you guys that i was going to committe sucide. and he was right. i am jsut creating trouble and a burden to others only. i totally agree. i have given so much problems and trouble to everyone arouond me. its time for me to stop disturbing them and leave this world for real good. and if i ever wanna do that, i will do it quietly without telling anyone even if its bestie.

no more trouble for anyone ever again. NO MORE.

such trash like me should just go and die.