hospitalised due to some accident for close to a week already.

people comeand visit me like bestie, yuxin, jonathan, brandon, joanna, william, weisheng, Ping ping etc. . . thanks guys for coming. but then i wanted the person to visit me didnt come at all. terribly upset and disappointed.

just to take up some of your time and visit me is such a impossible thing for you to do. even if you cant come at least give a call or something. if not pick up my call. yet all you do is to ignore me.

does things have to turn out to this state? its not something that i want nor expected at all. but yet i have to face all these. i know its breaks up but life got to go on, just like many people tell me. but dont understand why must you avoid this whole things including me?

do you know how terrible it is to not able to have any news from you at all. calling you you dont pick up then msg you also no reply at all. almost every night i will cry to sleep cause i still misses you and there you are avoiding me.

now i even know you change your blog to dont know what or even delete it. i dont know. do you have to do things to such extreme?