cause someone ruin it.
but i allow that person to ruin it.
so end up its my bad.
i just finally realised that what i treat you as,
& what you treat me as was totally different.
&& i realized that you're such a flicker minded person.
but i will let you know after today that you've lost me as a friend.
dread serious.
if not i shall get knock down by car/kena lightning stuck.
worse is get chock with what i eat.
damnit.
couldnt hold my tears and went to toilet to cry when working.
& it totally spoils my mood for everything.
i cant pretend nothing happening.
after that present to you,
it shall be the end of the friendship.
but i had a great time with my friends as usual.
drinking my sorrows away.
for all the things we could joke about
cheers for anything on earth
& lots of pictures taken.
most importantly its the matters that counts.
silences will just let me break into tears.
even now cause im waking up from this dream i had.
blessings to you, my friend.
goodbye.
