but yet i feel so happy to celebrate for others.
its been always like that ever since mum's passing.
birthday is about birth.
about a new live born.
but it reminds me of her absences.
I hate spenting birthdays without her.
because she always care & bother.
which is why 26 Oct become so insignificant.
dont pity me.
i dont need sympathy.
tears will row down endlessly
but i will stand up strongly again
& hide that pain & sorrow away from anyone.
