moody.
lethagic.

i just dont feel quite like talking to anyone.
hence, msn is off for me today.

i had my fun but also had my piece of anger.
its just that i didnt show it out.
but that doesnt mean i dont feel anything
i just didnt want to let those unhappiness affect me.
things are just so simple.

i just dont understand .

your actions always differ.
& makes me wonder if you're true t every of your friends.
cause you just act t be nice only.
super AP is just what i could literally infer from there.

i've been keeping all these inside
just for the sake of the friendship
but i seriously wonder if you even bother about the friendship.
im just disgusted by your actions.
ewwwww.

nevermind.
shall not talk about you anymore.
its will just spoil my mood
& doesnt look good on me either ways.
just gonna rant it here
and end it here.
dont ask me who is it.
for those who know, just keep it with you.

maybe im just stressed up.


the month of July.
all things on me.
work,
sch,
ut,
friends,
service learning,
family,

never ending stuff.

i seriously need more time pleaseeee.
& energy too.

sometimes,
i just feel like crying suddenly.
but i wont allow myself to breakdown once again.
i have to stay strong
& be independent enough.

this one year havent been easy for me.
going through everything
without your company.
i grew up rapidly overnight.
many thing changed
because of your departure.
i miss you.