5flowers.
consist of
Green, Blue, Black, White & Pink
they are really loves.
& camwhored is one of our fav hobby.
consist of
Green, Blue, Black, White & Pink
they are really loves.
& camwhored is one of our fav hobby.


too many t even name those pictures.
but they are loves. (:
wednesday.
day at work.
even though its just for that few hours, but better than nothing.
so i took this picture of this kid what i saw playing with the mum.
he's super cute.
Honey.
though we may not know each other too long,
but well enough t understand one another.
some things only we understand in our hearts.
im thankful that i've got a Honey like you. (:
next
is the convo i had with Carrie that dumb girl.
she's super random
but just that silly girl.
(:
she said she missed me.awwww. so sweet.
& wanna camwhore with me.
i guess she just miss me badly.hahahas.
there are alot of people whom i missed.
seriously
and that i haven meet up with them for quite sometime.
i just need more time so that i can meet up with everyone.
i do dream of this at times.
what if one day i ever just die like that,
one thing i would not bear t leave this world would be the friends i've got.
believe it or not,
its really damn scary.
im fortunate enough t have these friends around me.
thanks guys.
Monkey Ben.
my source of entertainment.
hahahs. (:

i've been thinking on some stuff
& i came t such conclusion.
things happen around me & friends.
things i've seen, heard & even felt.
i hate t say this
but i dont believe in love anymore.
even though i wished t be loved.
i used t have this thought when i was young
due t what happen in the family.
somehow people tried t change my thinking
but now, i still had it.
i despite those people whom fool around
just because they dont want t be tied down.
but yet again,
i wish t be like them.
sounds contridicting right?
but this i life i guess.
it seriously suck t mindfucked people,
let them on,
make them fall for you
but make it seems as though its one sided.
so that you wont be at fault.
so many cases around me.
my friend, & even on me too.
tired & sick of it.
& losing confidence in love.
i know people would say things like
"maybe you havent meet the right one?"
but i now i finally understand what this friend means
when he/she mention about losing confidence & faith in love.
or maybe there isnt true love.
this is just reality.
i've seen through it.
its part and parcel of life


