this is something from someone unexpected.
Gopaal says:
yes i am your guardian angel !
Isnt he sweet? Lol. just like Jm. its about my msn nick. i used t put 'where is my guardian angel?' & Jm would be the first t pm me saying 'its here!' like super random. but they did cheered me up. (: so did gopal this time round.
I went t Kbox with Jessica. it was a last min decision, as usual.
Lol. all our crap session & h2h talk.
my dearest cousin, Jessica
Me, covered my eyes is the best shot.
twist.
finally a picture with her after asking her for damn long.
me. (:
hmm. anw, i was talking t sweet about some stuff. then she randomly asked t go read one of her past post, & it was this msg below that she thinks suit me now. which i felt i am slowly doing something like loving someone doesnt mean t posses that person but t let that person go & have his or her freedom.
如果你爱的人放弃了你,
请放开自己,
好让自己有机会爱别人.
有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.
人生中有许多种 .
但别让自己为一种伤害.
有些缘分是注定要失去的,
有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,
爱一个人不一定要拥有,
但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.
男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.
女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.
如果真诚是一种伤害,
我选择谎言;
如果谎言一种伤害,
我选择沉默;
如果沉默是一种伤害,
我选择离开.
(credits t sweets)
i have been trying t be there for friends that has been recently been bothered by matters of the heart & some personal stuff. lots of things in me, while i too have things t share with them. but its the moving on period for me as im just contented the way things are at least. cause im packing myself with lots of things alr.
3MCs in 4IGs. then plus pp? & even normal class lesson & work. keeping myself busy & tired till i dont have extra time t think of unnecessary things. but one thing bad is that im making myself quite grumpy lo. which is a boo thingy. AND I WAS TOLD ABOUT THE GROOMING FOR SOH STUDENT TODAY! GUESS WHAT?! ITS GONNA BE FORMAL! image me in that! omg. i cant believe that please. but im actually quite excited cause it seems fun. but i know its gonna be painful. :(
a lot of birthday coming up. people really close t me. like dad's, zw, godpa, ah tong, jacjac, mc etc. sigh! another month of events. like as usual MOTHER LUM'S BIRTHDAY cum CLASS GATHERING! im hoping for a chalet so we can stay over & chat about those days. Lol. and this year, i've got 2helpers. which is SHIJUN & ZHEN BIN! im surprise that they offer t help. im more than willing t let them help man. relieve my burden, as the organiser every year planning it alone or unless with someone force t help. LOL!
i dont seem t have enough time at all. t catch up with people, do my ppt, start on my pp etc.
may god give me lots of time t complete things i wanna do.
especially with the strength too!
:(
ps: t fit, Dumbgirl&Sweet,
i know you are feeling down lately
cause of those troubles.
but you can be rest assured that friends will be by your side.
& you can always ring/text me up 24/7.
i will be there for you guys just like you stand by me when im down.
no matter what, stay strong.
you've got my support!
AND PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!
Loveyou all deeps deeps. <3
