once again,
i was bluff by your lies.

really felt how dumb i could be.
you tear me apart.
your actions are unexplainable.
why?

how come you become someone i dont know anymore?
where is that person i used t know?
it really breaks my heart into pieces.
but this is an important lesson learnt.

i should have listen t what mum said.
telling me what t do
but i choose t believe in you
& our friendship
but now im wrong.

i will live my live t the fullest even without you
& this time,
i wouldnt feel pity again.
towards you,
my heart is dead.

im just speechless.

things will never be the same as before.
NEVER!
all your lies.

disappointed wouldnt be a word t describe what i am feeling now.

fooling around isnt my type.
thinking too much is just me.
now that i know that misunderstanding,
are not just by me thinking too much
& jumping into conclusion
But all about the acts that you've have done.

we are totally from different world of people.
&we have lost the inital reason of being friends.
good friend even more.
because we have all changed.

now that you dont have t think too much
nor even bother about my feelings,
you are free.
do all the things you want without considerations.
just be yourself.

time will show who is right or wrong.
i guess i have had my lesson
for not listening t a lot of people.
this is my retribution.
i believe its a karma.
you will too, experience it someday.

time really does show.
it just matters if you wanna use your heart t view it.

i have my principles.
& i wont compromise t certain things.
just like t betrayers & smoking.
Never!

Calm is how i feel now.
because im alr immune t all of this.
no more tears.
only heartaches & heart bleeding.

take care is my concern t you.
good bye is my last words as a friend t you.