im just very dumb.
always making the same mistake.
it all just matters with the heart.

v hard. its all got t do with the mindset.
and i dont feel good about it.
after that talk,
though i feel alil better.
but hitting myself damn hard against the wall
is definitely so much better.

i know i shouldnt be doing that
but it good t relief all that anger etc.
not that physical pain that i am experiencing
but metally, i feel the pain.
damn pain.
& in the heart.

i am invisible.