happy birthday SOTONG!

the last time i see this girl is on my birthday? its like freaking long lo. hahas. now finally going t holiday alr. and its time t meet her(: must make time for each other ah. i book you liao hor Silent Reader. always read my blog but dont comment neither do you tag me. LOL! now i know. luckily i never say bad things about you. HAHAS! anw, enjoy your day k? study hard for your test.

after considerations and advice, i finally made decisions about the qns that have been posed t me by two person. i rejected both. because im not up t it. and i got no time for it. im sorry if i have disappoint any of you and gave you guys the wrong idea. but then i have no intention of gaving you the wrong idea nor t play around with your feelings. stop treating me so nice pls. all i can say is im not as good as you guys think. it just made me feel bad. hate me if you need t.

suddenly, i felt that i dont need anyone. cause of certain reason, i felt as though i dont want those love from guys. aiya. dont know how t explain also. being single isnt that bad afterall. hahas. i told bestie who knows if one day i become les. cant rule out the possibilities that i wont be one. actually i got thought of it but then hmm. shall keep people in suspense then. HAHA.

its one more week t holiday. i've got work taking up my holidays, SUI! operation stuff t do, and most importantly meet ups with alot of people. KLF- where's our once a month meet up? Sotong-meetup too! Sunshine, Sabby- lets meet up soon, W24D-meetup for breakout, cousins- let go out someday! hahas. happening month. kenny's bbq, yang's chalet, xmas celebration@aaron's house, SUI! chalet?, countdown etc. i hope its gonna be a fun month please. hahas. i want fun and entertainment!(:

ohoh. i wanna mj. and dad say i can mj at home. only thing is that my house is kinda small.

i do agree that innocences is a bliss. i really hope that time could turn back t those times when innocences was still in my life.

make me a happy & carefree girl again

optimistism is something i wanna posses in my life always.