finally, my body couldnt take it.
fall sick.
feeling terrible.
while i was already feeling so terrible,
more things came bothering.
i shouldnt have teared
because i miss ma.
especially when i fall sick,
mama would come and take care of me
with her warm hands.
that kind of feeling is gone.
and i really feel super terrible now.
its giving me bad headache.
i never expect you t become like that.
seriously speaking.
why must you do things t such extend.
it really hurts me alot t know and see you
doing things t such extent.
where money comes into the picture.

now i still have t rush t work.