Phelps & JiaWei are like my hero.
While Korean Guys are damn HOT!
HAHAS!

sleepless nights are spent watching dvd & olympic, chatting online/phone, editing pictures, emo-ing, crying, blogging etc. then ending up sleeping only in the morning. routines are coming back t usual. where i cant sleep. hopes it doesnt get worse. especially my mood.

anw, while chatting with your big sister ytd night, i happen t know some stuff which ive been trying t find out but you didnt bother t tell me. but then i was rather touched by things sister say. though things have turned into this way but she still treat me like her own sister and make me promised that if i need any help or any listening ear, i would ring her up. thanks. i really appreciate it even though you didnt turn up at the wake.

& t you, i hope you would go home earlier pls. dont let others worry for you. at least you still have a family for you t lean on. i realised that i actually met you on the bus today. but then i wasnt sure whether if that is you & i didnt know how t face you so didnt even bother t talk t you. not sure if you realised if we are on the same bus. pls take care when you are working & staying outside now. dont forget your meals. most importantly dont neglect your studies. you still got your dreams.

anw, finally went back t work. colleague are nice & even doctor is understanding enough. worried that i might be tired or not enough days t work. planned my next month schedule already. right after i come back from my holiday on 1st, i will be starting work too together with school too. sigh! alot of things are bothering me & need me myself t settle them myself. it requires my deep thinking for my own future, the path i want t take & many more. i hate the feeling of being thrown here & there t let people control & rule my life with sets of rules t follow etc. now the only thing is that i just cant wait for holiday. shopping trip but then also t fulfill some wish for my mum. i hope the trip would turns out fine. thats what ive been praying hard for.

thursday will be out with classmates sentosa. following up might be night safari. then Main Com meeting. lastly by class bbq at ECP before i go for my trip. i hope i can wait up in time for all these events. pls people if you ever read my blog, give me wake up call pls. thanks. i badly need those calls. hahas. i cant wait for all this events man!

immissingyoueveryday.