i felt that i have let my mum down.
but i need the minimum respect.
everyone got their limits for everything.
i've been the one giving in;
always.
but what more do you want from me?


everyone just know t ask me t give in.
but what the fuck.
when is she going t grow up?
learn some manners
under such protection from everyone else.

its all just my fault.
all you know is t blame on me.
so just put the blame on me!
i hate my life.
leaving me with all these.
i wanna live on my own.
but yet i cant.

feeling so helpless.

it hurts alots.
but i have t be strong so i cant show.

please take me away from all these misery one day.