back to blogging.

its been a week of ups & down for me. lots of events & happenings. too much for me to mention here. & i dont want to let certain people know cause it not the time to. its been a big blow to me but then i was back on my feet soon after cause i need to give my support. many thanks to friends that supported me ever since things happen.

Kai called me that day. its was really sweet of her to call just to make sure we can meet up on sat for tselyn's bdae. she's been always a sweetie pie & i really miss her lots. thanks sweetheart.

saw Saranya sexy ytd at mrt station. i miss her hells lots. & she say she got lots of thing to update me. SO SARANYA RAMANLINGAM, you better update me when you see each other online k? take care pls.

ohya. plus W24D. they are all giving me their concerns & cheering me up too.

today is asmirah's birthday. celebrate it for her in class. just bought her a cake. took alot of pictures today when celebration. picture uploaded soon.

tmr is bron's birthday. got celebration for him tonight. though we have alr kinda celebrate it on last sat at his house buffet. there are lots of visuals too. will upload them soon.

both of them knew what happen. they are both shocked to know of this news. they showed me what is siblings love. maybe to some people its abit late to show this kind of thing now but at least its a form of support bahs. i'll be alone soon. not sure when. im always being reminded of it when im alone. im a big girl now. reality has force me to grow up. be it when i was in primary or secondary school. truth has always been the cruel thing that i have to accept & left with no choice. i regret alot of things but these are just my fate. it really upset me to see her suffer like that in pain but yet i cant do anything for her. i've been always letting her down & disappointing her. but now everything is too late.

so pls treasure everyone around you.

i'll update more soon.

i hate substitute; replacement.