my day didnt end off too good today. even after movie.

i tried so hard but still i was never good enuff. come to think of it, where is that kind of feeling and things we do when we first fallen for each other? i felt that everything was so different now. sometimes i even think that i am losing my own personality soon bit by bit. to the point whereby i used to say that one someone else- that kind of girl that loses her own personality for a guy. YES! that kind of person i hate the most.

which is why i hated myself too.

what else do i need to do so that i can be more understanding and that you will believe me?

things that you said doesnt not applies to the things you do. actions speaks louder than words so am i supposed to believe those things that you do and their intention?

tired.

i just need miracles now.

i know you read my blog that's why you will send me that msg and know that i am upset. thanks(: