Happy Valentine's Day to all!



i just came back home not long ago. though today was such nice day, i didnt celebrate. i was expecting some kind of surprises from him but ended up with nothing. bought boy this braun buffel card holder ytd without even thinking and looking at how much i am paying and i jusut bought it. after that come to think of it, i was really very implusive.



i got nothing from him expect his presences and tiredness. so just had instand noodle for dinner too. sound a lil pathetic but then boy doesnt celebrate v day and he was really very tired for the past few days. and i know he made the effort to go around the flower shops to get me sunflower but then didnt get any instead.



went home with disappointment but didnt tell boy. dont want him to get upset. i know he didnt mean it. as long as i have him around, i am contented already. i remembered he said that he loves to received presents so without fail on every event or anniversary, i would get him gifts. but not sure he remembers that i actually am just like him, loves to receive presents and flowers especially.



nvm. its all over. i know he treat me nice. not here to complaint abt him but then i just need a place to ran! that's all.



cause there's just this disappointment in me.





maybe i am just asking for too much.



or i just put in too much hope?





bottomline is disappointed! and its bad enough. ):