blog seems dead and i'm feeling vexed now. so decided to come and blog before going out with my sis for movie.

this year bff is going malaysia cause her aunt is getting married. its the second year we didnt celebrate tgt le. missed those days whereby do did lots of silly things on x'mas eve. plus she will be working on new year's eve too. She asked me to join her at work then can celebrate with her and she will give me the 'BEST' seat at fusion. LOL!

anw, merry christmas and Happy new year BFF!(: enjoy yourself in m'sia.

been great with boy and spent our 4th month tgt. but this time i am hurt by his words. all along i dont talk to him abt money cause we understand each other's finances so talking abt money between us is a "tah tah". but cause of his one sentence last night actually hurt me badly. but boy seems to have misunderstood my intention. that makes me felt worse.

boy once said he felt like i was a materialistic girl. all along i felt i'm not. but am i? bff can you tell me am i? i got lots i wannna say acutally but afterall all this things are between us and i dont think boy would likes to know that i actually blog them up.

i got a shocked ytd. and got frighten and scared. i felt that i've done things wrongly. those words said to me are still clearly in my mind. even got nightmare abt it. but i can only keep it within myself. not to anyone even if its bff or ma. sorry girl.

would it be a lonely christmas this year?