3months and 5days.

it marks the end of a chapter in my life so suddenly. and now you just want me to be strong and carry on with my life with your footprints anymore. just because you think i am strong enuff to live on so you can just leave me like that simply with the reason cause you have too much committements and got no time for me?

it really upset me alot and my heart bleed to have heard you said that to me. so why in the first place we get together when you want me to leave because you are lonely and hate to be alone? you told me that you will be there for me to lean on and to show my weaker side but now you said i am always strong enough that to walked down this road myself.

the heart ache will always be there just like a broken mirror.

you think this is the best for me then you want me to just be a friend for you, then i really got nothing to say anymore.i repect your decision since this is what you want. i will live my life without you and never to burden you anymore. i wont want to disturb your peaceful lilfe ever again but dont worry i wont do anything silly for another guy and ended up in hospital.

just when ma and godma begins to gives us their blessing, i am no longer with you. guess i'll just have to tell a lil white lie that i am still attached and feeling very fortunate and happy.

in anyways, take care. wish that you can fulfill your goals on your own bahs. i wish you all the best. BROs of his please take good care of him. he's someone who needs company and hates to be alone. look out for me when he drives. though he maybe he rude in his words but he cares for each and everyone of you.

just to let you know, i love you always.

i need to think abt my life now. starting afresh now. but before that i just want to go for drinking and stuff first before i get myself really busy till i got no time to think abt anymore things.