i got a new haircut(:

just cut it. didnt know it will turn out nice. totally love it man. both long and short. hahas. cant stop smiling like an idiot ever since i got this new haircut. i know its dumb. but then after all the unhappiness, time to cheer myself up. today is just exactly two month. wonder how i have manage to go thru all these. but things happen again makes me into back like two months ago. i hate this.

now i got to start all over again and stand up on my feet.

i am so easily affected by all these.
till it makes me emotionally unstable.
and that my mood swing is getting worse.
all the suddens cryings comes back after so long.
thanksfor everythingyousaid.ithurtsbadly.onceagainyouwanttodoallthesetohurtme.