being pig for whole day. as usual lahs. LONG will be the one to disturb my sleep. always calling me pig pig lahs. damn it.

met them at small mac around SIX but then i thought LONG confirm late de so i left home late so ended up being late. saw ZHIYU at mrt station. hahas. haven seen him for quite long le. then on the way walking to small mac saw NURUL!!(: haven seen this babe ever since graduation.

after that went to tm to eat and buy movie ticket. hahas. tolerated LONG's nonsense until really cannot tahan so start whacking and kicking him. throughout the whole time. ate LJS. then LONG bet with BUS that i sure cannot finish my food de. as usual. YA. and he won. XIN came with his classmates. all trying to emphaise that YX is there. OMG lahs. XIN and LONG still want to sell them their ticket cause somebody says YX want watch movie tgt with us.

anyways, left his classmates and we proceed to watch THE SIMPSONS. like finally^^ super funny lo. people, should go watch. hahas. after movie went off to central park to chill. on the way, still whack LONG. just punch him out of a sudden. silent kills. LOL! LONG and XIN both try to suan each other with their surname. MR PEH is "mister PAY" while MR ONG shenglong is dont know what shit.(i forgot le!)

went to seven eleven. wanted to buy alcohol drinks but then XIN dont allow me drink lahs. say what that time i drunk. PLEASE LO. that time different can. but I WASNT DRUNK CAN, i was SOBER!! only that i couldnt watlk properly only lo. but i wasnt drunk. abit tipsy. not like LONG say until like that. vomit like merlion and talk cock k. anyways, those stuff are unhappy stuff. so dont talk about it liao. EVIL!! wait till i legal can drink le then hack care you say what le. BLEAH =P

while they were choosing their drink, i rub my eyes till i drop my contact lense out. ended up they waited for me while i put my contacts back. but i took damn freaking long to put back, so went to sports complex toilet then put back my contacts. LONG make fun of me as one eye snake. bloody hell. slack at central park for about an hour then go home le. saw HAKIM, TATYI and TPSU main comm ppl. then just bought at drink walk to my house there the playground sit awhile. flashback of memories withhimafterhecamebackfromaussie.hesendmebackaftermovieatCS

read XIN's blog. and quote his post here. cause i felt that its so meaningful. and totally agree with it.

Nothing is worse than someone breaking your heart. To need somebody so
badly and then to have to let them go is hard. And as we grow older, the more
people break our heart, the worse it can feel each time.

Let yourself let go

In dealing with a broken heart, the first thing is to let go completely. If
it was not meant to be, then just let them go, and trust that someone better is
going to come along. If we go back to that person who broke our hearts, they
will see us as nothing more than defeated, and we would risk embarassment. A
good way to just let go is to resist the urge to return, and simply avoid
calling them on the phone, emailing or contacting them otherwise.

Feel your heart

It's okay to feel bad. Take some time to feel bad. Take a walk by yourself,
or listen to some sad music. There is value to every feeling, as every feeling
teaches us something new about ourselves. Talk to somebody about it. A close
friend will let you vent all of your anger. As time goes on we move further and
further away from the 'past'. And as each day passes by, the hurt will go away,
little by little, until we don't even remember the pain at all.

Keep your eyes forward

The future is rushing towards us faster than we can comprehend, and if we
keep our heads turned backwards, looking at the past, we will miss seeing
everything that the future is bringing to us.