argh~

i dont know if i should go anot? like alot of people also not going and i am so not a student there lahs. so weird. although i so wanna go for it but then to avoid malu-ness, i gave up the idea on going for it.

and i cant make up my mind whether to go anot. sian. hate this kind of feeling where by i cant make decisions. how? i really dont know lo. i dont want to go into the circle that doesnt belong to me you see. its so going to be awakard can. hais.

can someone give me an answer?