after being sick for so long, i am feeling so much better. only that i still have cough and feeling very tired these days. being sick is so terrible.

i am freaking pissed off now. bloody hell.

i called him yesterday and i heard from his voice so i know i woke him up from his sleep already. then i jsut ask him to go back to his sleep lo but he say i was being emo when i wasnt. i kept telling him to go sleep and that anyways he also need to get used to his early timetable which is like from 8-6pm. so i was being nice and said go brush your teeth and go back to sleep. but guess what he says? he just said 'Bu guan ni de shi' which mean none of your business.

i am how upset lahs. having your own boyfriend saying that to you and i just hang him off lahs. nothing comes from him after i hang so its obviously he went back to sleep. i text him two sms that i will not care about him anymore etc till the next day he was shocked that he actually said that. though he apologise for something he didnt mean for but its stil very hurtful to have hear that from him when i took the initative to call him just to chat with him. kinda quarrel with him when we sms this morning.

just now after hours, everything was supposed to be fine already. so i just told him off that next time i dont care who he took it for that says that i am just really going to be out of his life since he wanted it. then he text me this: "Bloody hell you watch your languange ok. you dont talk to me like that ar. you dont warn me like what you're doing now ever ok."

what the hell lahs. you are the one who said those words and i am just warning you that i never wanna hear those words again from you lahs. what's wrong with my language? if you dont like it can don hear it. i can just disappear from you life and you will never ever hear that again and i will never hear it from you. like that both parties also happy mahs. you can tell me dont talk to you like that then i cant lahs? i didnt force you to talk to me and you always have the freedom to choice someone else over me. feel free. you are most welcome.

i am fucking angry and pissed off now.